sleepless nights.
Have you ever had one of those moments where everything seems perfectly fine? and within the 50 minute mark, something extremely unfortunate happens? It's amazing how unfortunate things could happen so randomly, so quickly and so unexpectedly. I hate having those random silent treatment days , where you just sit next to the person only a couple of centermeters apart. However, you seem to feel this intense tension. Where it seems like, World War III was possible. Within those moments, hundreds and thousands of thoughts rush rapidly through your brain.The uneasy feeling you get not knowing what to say or what to do next. I hate the feeling of feeling emptiness even though you're not really alone. I hate not being able to sleep because of the thought of the painful tension there was before. It's so hard for me, I can't even think straight.
I guess it's not my week huh , I guess everybody have their " great " weeks and their " not so great " weeks. I just wish it would be over already. I can't stand the feeling of knowing something's wrong and how wrong the situation feels. Just needed to get this out of my chest.
xo.
